Without going into all the details, my thoughts lately have been darker than usual. Honestly, I do believe we all have this internal darkness, but I also strongly believe that it can be overcome.
Today the goal is to remind myself that I can’t do this alone. The main problem with this basic and sensible idea is that when you’ve lived in constant “survival mode” you really are used to trying backbreakingly hard to do it alone; because sometimes you had to. (at least it felt like you were alone. With faith, you’re never truly alone).
Fear likes to seep in like a cancer craving to spread, reminding us of past attempts and failures. I’m putting ink to paper (ok, hands to keyboard) to record this reminder for later too. I cannot let the fears take over. And to those who cannot relate, and like to tell me so, that’s ok. They are on a different path, and I must choose to not give spoken judgement or potential negative criticism any weight.
Awakening
We are walking our own paths and have all lived through extremely different situations. Like a good friend at one of my meetings said, “we have to set our own boundaries, and do what we are able to do in the right time for ourselves.”
It’s been a while since my last blog write. Feels good to be back!
Live, Laugh, Love with everything you’ve got while you still can! 💜✨ Thank you for stopping by! I truly appreciate and value you all here.
